Actress Lisa Kudrow has been re-watching Friends lately to remember and honor her close friend and former co-star Matthew Perry. Kudrow has previously said that she doesn’t like watching her own work.

Lisa recently told The Hollywood Reporter, “Honestly, I haven’t watched it because it’s too embarrassing to watch it myself. But if I make it about Matthew, then it’s fine. And it just celebrates how hilarious he was — and that’s what I want to be remembered for (about him).”

Praising her old co-workers, Lisa said, “I’m so impressed by Courteney Cox, I’m so impressed by Jen (Aniston). Matthew, obviously, is just uniquely hilarious. Nobody knew that rhythm or that comedic beat before him. Matt LeBlanc is hilarious, and David Schwimmer as well. Sometimes I even laugh at what I do. It’s my own little way of celebrating (the anniversary), just watching it. But it’s embarrassing. At home, if someone walks into the room and I’m watching Friends, it’s a horrible look, I guess, don’t you think?”

Matthew Perry, best known for playing the witty and sarcastic Chandler Bing in Friends, died on October 28 after suffering from the acute effects of ketamine. He was only 54.